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*In my hands.* Well I hope that I don't fall in love with you. *The hotel is empty, still, waiting. It wants to be filled, be it with the ululating wail of madness or the desperate cries of lust. It is waiting.* *So am I.* *It watches over me like an indulgent parent, smiling knowingly as I pace this rooftop. I'm watching for your car. It is rather...distinctive, you know.* Well the room is crowded, people everywhere. *I'm nervous. What do I do when you arrive? Do I greet you formally, as a Sire should a childe? Or should I wait for you to tell me why you're here, even though we both know why? What I want to do is take hold of you, put you in your place, and never let you leave again.* *In my bed.* Well the night does funny things inside a man, *So I remind myself that you're suffering. That you're sick. Blood won't stay down; that means you're weak. We have to take care of that first. Maybe then, when you're stronger, we can get into the difficult parts.* *You love me still.* I can see that you are lonesome just like me, and
it being late, *We've changed, both of us. I want to believe that we can still find in each other, and ourselves, something good and solid. I know it can't be what we had before, not exactly. I no longer desire to be covered in the blood of children. I doubt you do either. But the knowing, the closeness, the silent speaking and still dancing and... that, that is what we can have again.* *If you want it.* *I'm going downstairs now, to wait in the lobby. I don't want you to show up and me not be there. I will always be here for you. Waiting. Not patiently mind you, but waiting still. Always waiting. For you.* Now it's closing time, the music's fading out. *And now I hear the door.* |
| I Hope That I Don't Fall In Love With You, Tom Waits |
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